I just got back from the Dr. Anton Philips zaal, were I was witnising the Night of the Blues 2003, untill one of those damned anxiety attacks made me leave early. From what I've seen and heard (which, sadly, is very little), I can say it rocked. Really awesome musicians... I wish I could have stayed (well, technically I could, but I doubt that'd have been a good idea).
I love women. This statement seems utterly random, but is very relevant. As I was walking home... feeling blue (pun intended), my eyes fell on a beatiful woman that was talking to another woman and walking by in the opposite direction. I didn't even realize I was staring at her untill she started staring back, and then... that smile. A smile that I haven't seen in years... not this obvious anyway. Warmed my heart right up. Right after that, while I was still walking, a (female) friend of mine called me to ask whether I wanted to go and have a drink with her and some other girls. Though tempting, I decided to thank for the honor. While I was still one the phone with my friend, the only woman from the group of people I was with at the Night of the Blues called me to ask what was wrong. While I was explaining the issue to her in a nutshell, some girl I know from the Academy came biking by, greeting me and asking me how I was doing. It is as if the sense that I don't feel to well, and do anything to make me feel better.
I'm doing a bit better now. I think I'll take things easy for a while.
Another (yes, female) friend just called me to invite me to for a drink.